Monday, February 06, 2012

Heavy In the Game




Week's ago the coroner's report finally revealed that it was a pulmonary embolism that killed Hip Hop luminary Heavy D. Heavy D died at 44 an age that is eerily close to my own age of 37 which made me reflect on my journey with this swagtastic, well rounded(no pun intended) entertainer.

Dwight Myers came bouncing into my life via Video Soul one afternoon in 1986. His panache coupled with his energetic vocal presentation made him an immediate role model. Before going any further I was an overweight 11 year old at the time and the only extra large emcees went by the nom de plum Fat Boys. I enjoyed there music and was a huge fan but didn't want to emulate them outside of the occasional beat/eat box display for extra pizza in the lunch room. With Heavy I saw an emcee that resonated with who I envisioned myself to be right then not someone I had to evolve into. LL at the time was the only rapper that I aspired to be, so much so that I adopted the name LL Kool Rai for about half a day. To become LL I had to shed pounds, bulk up, and grow but not with Heavy I could be fly and flabby. The lyrics told me so.....

I'm healthy and stacked not a beast all fat
I get applauds and awards every time I rap
I love the way I am, I would never switch
I'm the greatest entertainer since porno flicks

From that point on his style became my style but I couldn't follow too close or else it would appear like jockery. So I added little flourishes of my own to maintain some semblance of individuality. Heavy wore Coca-Cola clothing and so I would rock Pepsi. Heavy was draped in head to toe stone washed denim in Money Earnin', Mt. Vernon video and so I donned a similar ensemble for my first official performance as an mc. In the song Don't You Know he mentioned on the day of his betrothal he would be wearing a, "fly white tuxedo looking smooth." So for my eighth-grade graduation it was mandatory that I wear a white suit.

His nicknames were reconfigured to express my own desire to be a romantic type. By ninth grade I would change my hip hop moniker almost weekly. For a day I was the Extra Large Lothario which brought a look of disgust from my boy DJ. He then told me that was a bootleg version(not really the term used but the 1989 equivalent) of the Overweight Lover. From that point on I had to distance myself from the obvious paeans to this MC. Yet there was still something that Heavy D brought that few have before and even fewer since. The love aspect.


Having never been a rough and tumble brogue I always gravitated towards emcee's who expressed love in their music. LL Cool J and Spoonie G preceded Heavy as rap Romeo's but D was just as adept as these men at making the hip hop love songs. Though they were referred to initially by critics as warmed over LL verses there was an obvious affinity for affection from the onset of his career. By the time he dropped Big Tyme he had figured how to make these types of songs his own way. Combining R&B, reggae, swing and hip hop into the mix, he made a musically intoxicating concoction. This tape was so good that my cousin's cousin stole it from our best friend. This Cd spawned so many Heavy D imitators who made some good songs but never outshined Big Daddy. Father MC, Phalon(Jazze Pha), and Queen Latifah were all cut from the Heavy D cloth but never had the musical productivity that Heavy exhibited(Latifah being the exception). His sound it could be argued was the blueprint for Bad Boy records.
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His lyricism was never extremely quote worthy, his production never complicated but what he lacked in those departments he made up for with being versatile. He could dance, was fashionable, and great at picking his next sonic statement, which would allow him a longevity that some would kill for. Study the arc of his career Peaceful Journey carried a strong club influence and reflective tone because of the death of Trouble T-roy.
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Blue Funk was his most aggressive outing not in the way Run Dmc overcompensated on Down with the King but a more brash work. This album was anchored by Truthful a song about a deceptive lover and an underground gem A Bunch of Niggaz. The tune which boasted an all star line up that included Guru, Busta Rhymes at his LONS apex, and a hungry up and coming Notorious BIG. The next two outings Nuttin' But Love(1994) and Waterbed Hev(1997) were steeped in R&B and carried an Adult Contemporary/Hip Hop tinge which many of his contemporaries employed because that sound allowed Puff to print his own money. Nuttin' But Love and later Mr. Smith by LL Cool J showed rappers that they could find their lane in this crop of MCs without selling out. I envision Big Lez's big legs prancing around every time my Ipod finds it's way to Black Coffee. This ode to the finest of around the way girls would even force my father to walk around and sing the hook.

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Waterbed Hev was the most jiggy effort in his discography but was still not a cardinal sin because Heavy was always jiggy and the single Big Daddy just felt good. The production at times was saccharin sweet and used obvious samples but crate digging was never part of the Heavy D sound. The haters bashed songs like Keep It Comin' with it's warmed over Gap Band rip as trivial but to me the nimble tongued emcee rode the track like a jockey on a derby thoroughbred. This album was the first glimpse of " what more can I say" syndrome all rappers experience. It seemed like he was still playing well but now playing to the level of those around him with style and subject matter. This was still a solid effort and the last album that I enjoyed. The follow up was far too uneven for me to give any serious consideration on this page.

In the end Heavy was not so heavy having shed over 100 pounds he looked healthy and that inspired me to drop some lbs. All the words used in this pale in comparison to the true impact of this heavy set fly light skinned cat and what he embodied to other fly light skin cats. For all of those who followed after him we admired all he stood for and Dice Raw said it best I'm kindda W.E.B. Dubois meets Heavy D and the boys smooth as a Rolls Royce. That one bar says everything that I always wanted to say about myself filtered through the example of someone. A thinking revolutionary who loved his people and a fly quiet revolutionary who loved everybody. Curse you Dice, I couldn't have said it better.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Baby Making Made For Beatuiful Music....




Jay-Z and Beyonce entertainment uber power couple welcomed their first of bundle of over the weekend. This life sent the creative juices flowing for the GOAT pushing him to create Glory his ode to the who at the time was not even two days old. The Pharell produced song sent the blogosphere buzzing with writers trying to decipher the hidden meanings and comparing past mc dedications to there children.

MC's usually develop their craft by boasting about attributes that they deem valuable. Jay himself describe this as the character the mc creates as part of their personal mystique some change characters from song to song, project to project. While others feel they must embody this persona in real life(Tupac, ODB). Some turn themselves into lyrical lotharios making them the object of every woman's desire. Others paint a picture of the eternal gangster kicking only hardcore lyrics for hardcore fans. Which leave a limited canvas to create on and from. This type of self aggrandizing approach makes it difficult to focus on paying respect to others even those as beloved as children. As an amateur emcee I have wrestled with many a mediocre track, and verse trying to create a musical message to my son and daughter. To no avail. Partly because sadness and anger have been greater muses for me than joy. This may have plagued some of the great artists who have made mediocre tributes to their children Xzibit , Nas and the Game come to mind.

On the short list of Mc's who got it right are Will Smith, Jay-Z/Kanye, Common, Talib/Mos and of course Lauryn Hill. These lyricists took you to the heart of what they felt while at the same time crafted something generally speciifc. In other words feelings that are universal for those going through similar situations and yet extremely personal.

Will Smith took the approach of telling the story of his son's journey into the world and how his arrival completely life as the Fresh Prince previously knew it. Through out the tome he reassures his son that he is loved, talented, and will face heartache(losing his parents) and heartbreak(losing his first love).

New Day by Jay-z and Kanye West is one of the standouts on the nearly classic Watch the Throne album. The song commences with yet another verse about Kanye's unborn kid. He attempts to verbally mold his while acknowledging the mistakes he has made since entering star status. The line that resonates most addresses his Katrina comment about Pres. Bush's apathy towards black people. "I might even make him be republican, so everybody know he love white people." This verse exemplifies his introspection which is what made Kanye special from the beginning. A side not shared enough since he blew up. Ye's verse serves as an appetizer for the feast that is Jay's verse. For those that don't know I am extremely biased toward Jay in much the same way Skip Bayliss of First Take embraces all things Michael Jordan. With Jay's verse you hear a heartfelt verse about the life that fame has already carved out for his unborn son. Which reveals that the seed was already germinating before B, announced it on the VMA's. His verse reveals the anguish of losing his father and thought of repeating that mistake.

Retrospect For Life is Common's verbal ponderance of abortion versus having the baby. Each verse he presents different issues that every potential parent mulls over before committing themselves to the task. From losing out on hang out time to the mental and financial preparation that parenting demands. With great dexterity he juggles the judgmental notion that killing men with a weapon is somehow more murderous than aborting an unwanted pregnancy. What makes this song so compelling aside from the lyrics is the heart wrenching hook sung by the incomparable L-Boogie. (Check the dedication post for footage).

Speaking of L-Boogie, Lauryn Hill's Zion is the penultimate Hip Hop tribute to a child. Her honey glazed alto leads the listener through the emotions and thoughts experienced from the moment she realized she was pregnant.

Talib Kweli - joy ft mos def - http://www.Chaylz.com

"New Day" (w/ LYRICS) by Kanye West & Jay-Z

Will Smith - Just The Two Of Us

Friday, January 06, 2012

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January 6, 2012




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Infatuation - Jamie Foxx




Love is A Many Splintered Thing
It's better to have loved and to have lost than to never had love at all. This clich'e has been tossed around for decades but it came into my life via a Whodini song entitled One Love. The song is a do as I say not as I do, manifesto of maintaining relationships. Being an impressionable 12 year old and enamored with Hip Hop, this song left an indelible mark on me. I mentally referred to it time and time again growing up applying various lines to different relationships. However that old cliche always surfaced around the relationships demise. When I got older I began to ask myself is that line true or just some BS said to inspire broken hearted losers of every age? Though love lost is unbearable at times and brings with it a caucophony of emotions it is still better than the alternative, a life without love, affection and acceptance. The falling in love phase itself what drives most of the music and movies we enjoy and makes the end worthwhile.
Love in the beginning is a euphoric all encompassing blur of pleasure. The delight and joy of our mates are our only concern and everything they do, and say is titilation for us. Before our feet hit the floor in the morning we are already eagerly anticipating the next encounter. The thought of the outfit fitting the body perfectly, the smell of her perfume, the hint of his cologne, the surge of pleasure derived from the initial touch are enough to create sensory overload. This sensation is what drives a protuberant amount of popular music. From Justin Bieber's "Baby", to the Prince's "Adore" the infatuation/in love stage is front and center for every waking moment.

Until the end of time,
I'll be there for you
You are my heart and mine
Truly adore you
If God one day struck me blind
Your beauty I'd still see
Love is 2 weak 2 define
Just what you mean to me

When those words seep through the speakers the listener is instantly informed of Prince's infatuation with the lady of the song. The power of music enables him to transport us audibly to our own infatuation phase. Whether current or a distance memory this song typifies that universal infatuation we all experience. This is what we often listen to music for, to be translated to a time and place that is sublime and when the song or album is finished we look for something else that resonates like that.

Relationships are no different, (which is probably why these tunes are popular), many of us are serial infatuates meaning that we long for the high of falling in love and once that high is no longer attainable, we bounce. This phenomenon has given birth to "it's me, not you," defense when calling things off. Dictionary.com defines infatuation, " as a foolish all absorbing passion, an instance that will not last. " We enter these relationships hoping that ours will be the exception, that this will continue in perpetuity, though we know the decks are stacked against us. Truthfully living in this deliriously amorous state would actually inhibit the individual from maturing as well as the couple. When the rose colored glasses are removed what the realistic vision of the partner is who really needs to be loved.

When looking introspectively we realize this is the beginning of the end for those relationships that expire. The revelation that this individual has tendencies, traits, and a temperament that makes living with them unbearable. My personal journey to romantic completion was full of epiphanies that showed me that my idiosyncracies were not something my mates could endure. I am naturally jovial and when surrounded by friends and family I am hilarious. The quiet hours bring a reflective melancholy side that for some of my partners was jarring. In return there inability to embrace that aspect of my personality showed me that these women though spectacular in other areas were not long term partners for me.

Infatuation is a crucial part of the falling in love process but is not the end all be all to romantic matriculation. This emotional inebriation is the lube for the intellectual and spiritual intercourse that is marriage. Without the high we don't stick around for the monotony that monogamy fosters. Genuine love finds ways to inspire in the midst of the mundane to gratify both partners.
With that being said here's the infatuation mixtape just to remind us of what it feels like to fall in love:

Knocks Me off My Feet-Stevie Wonder
Never Too Much- Luther Vandross
Never Felt This Way-Brian McKnight
If It Isn't Love- New Edition
My Girl-Temptations
Adore-Prince
Thinking About You-J. Spencer
All I Do Is Think of You-Jackson 5/Troop
Infatuation-Jamie Foxx
I'm In Love-Joe
A Song For You-Earth, Wind and Fire
Silly Love Song-Michell'e
Suddenly-Billy Ocean
Giving My All To You-Johnny Gill
A Whole New World- Peabo Bryson/Regina Belle
Can't Help It -Michael Jackson
Sweetest Taboo-Sade
Natural Woman-Aretha Franklin
Against All Odds- Phil Collins
My Heart Will Go On- Celine Dion

Monday, August 08, 2011

Been So Long....

I haven't written anything in over six weeks. And to be truthful I am not inspired to. My father has been in and out of the hospital all summer and the things I am interested in aren't firing the synapses the way they normally would. Hopefully this mental malaise will dissipate in the days to come until then there will be musical selections to reflect my mental state and photos that are inspiring, stay tuned.

Sunday, June 26, 2011

Style Front and Center....

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Every icon has his signature piece from bow ties to suspenders to jackets and hats. When reading the Sam Cooke biography I noticed his shirts were always wonderful. His flare for shirts pushed me to step my dress shirt game up from polos to oxfords and french cuffs. I recognize Sam for his simple tasteful elegance through his example I saw that the little things make a fine ensemble.



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